The Days Of Youth Have Come To An End

Sep. 21, 2003 @ 8:59 AM
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slacker52Rank 4: Major General (920 Points) slacker52

a little piece i wrote while lost in thought



THE DAYS OF YOUTH HAVE COME TO AN END

I have noticed, and realized, something we may not already be aware of. When we are kids growing up we are told that things change, but this is not true. What changes is our perception of our world, and exactly how we see things.

Music, as a kid, was something that we listened to for sheer enjoyment, and entertainment. We have our favorites. Now as an adult, we still enjoy music, but now we must decide how we listen to it, and how much we are willing too give up to listen to it. It is a change of how we perceive its importance in our lives.

Games of all kinds, especially the ones we all played as kids, cannot be played as much or at all anymore. In the case of Video Games, console games and arcade, the hardware may have become worn, and therefore no longer playable. In the case of all games, even Hide And Seek, we must work jobs for many hours of the day, taking away the time we once had to play these games, never to be played again. It is a change of how we see ourselves playing them.

Friends, the chair that holds the body of our society, will not be the same as an adult. Some people no longer see the ones we called friends as kids the same. They may do something that disappoints their current friends, who now see them as enemies. This also works in reverse. A person, who once was an enemy, may no longer remember you. You are now a new face in their eyes, and may now become your friend. Also as a kid, a person need not be special, just someone to spend time with. Chat, play games, or just chill out. These days, many people will not be your friend unless you can do or be something different. The biggest badass, the cutest girl, the most handsome guy, the most sexually active, etc., it is but a change of how we see other people as attractive.

School was once a place where the youth of the day could learn new things and learn new skills. But halfway through, much of that idea is thrown away. It then becomes a place where friends become enemies, people begin stealing things from others, trust between different groups of people breaks down. What are left are two types of people. Those who know what they can do, generally known as preps and jocks to me, they know what tasks they can accomplish. The others are those that don?t care a bout what they can do, just as long as they can have a good amount of fun in their day, generally known as Goths, scrubs, and outcasts to me. Although general chit-chat amongst the groups does exist, the general communication has broken down considerably. All that has changed was our view of trust and love for others.

Money, of all the things that change in a persons view, money tends to be the driving force behind it. We no longer listen to music with the same enjoyment we did, because now in order to listen to it, we must now give up what we work for, money. We no longer play games because we must now go to work, to make money. We no longer have the same friends, because they make more money, work more for their money, or don?t work at all and don?t get any money. School was once free to those who enrolled, all that was necessary for learning was provided. Nowadays, the only free thing is enrolling. The paper, pencils, and sometimes books, now come at a monetary cost.

But then again what has changed? The people are the same, the games and music are still there to be played, friends are in abundance, school remains the same, and so does money. The games are never truly put away for good; even those from our childhood are replaced with another game. The same goes for music, and friends.

At the end of this day, I feel as if a new day is coming, but I know nothing will make this day any more different from the last, only my view has changed.

Sep. 21, 2003 @ 9:08 AM
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Llamadragon2.0Rank 6: Lieutenant Colonel (454 Points) Llamadragon2.0

holy shit, thats some pretty deep stuff, some true stuff too. but I doubt my views will change, its hard to get a stubborn jackass to change. then again, this may be because I am a jobless bum, and I'm only 15. lol

Sep. 23, 2003 @ 10:03 AM
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amodmanRank 6: Lieutenant Colonel (550 Points) amodman

your perception doesn't HAVE to completely change. it seems to me a lot of people's changes of perception in those areas come from what they think they're supposed to think at that age, i dunno.

Sep. 23, 2003 @ 5:41 PM
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PinkElafants1669Rank 6: Lieutenant Colonel (556 Points) PinkElafants1669

<span style='color:purple'>Wow.. Okay.. I'm officially impressed... That came from somewhere really deep eh? That's very impressive... I write things like that sometimes when I am extremly happy. I actually have to be Extremely Happy to come up with deep analytical thoughts and such.... blah blah.. noone listen to me.. lol... </span>

Sep. 23, 2003 @ 9:18 PM
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UntrueDeathRank 5: Brigadier General (746 Points) UntrueDeath

Couldn't agree with you more.

Sep. 23, 2003 @ 10:25 PM
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ziptalRank 4: Major General (1,010 Points) ziptal

interesting perspective
but i dont think the world is as black and white as you put it.

Sep. 24, 2003 @ 1:06 AM
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Llamadragon2.0Rank 6: Lieutenant Colonel (454 Points) Llamadragon2.0

<!--QuoteBegin-PinkElafants1669+Sep 23 2003, 12:41 PM--></div><table border='0' align='center' width='95%' cellpadding='3' cellspacing='1'><tr><td>QUOTE (PinkElafants1669 @ Sep 23 2003, 12:41 PM)</td></tr><tr><td id='QUOTE'><!--QuoteEBegin--> <span style='color:purple'>Wow.. Okay.. I'm officially impressed... That came from somewhere really deep eh? That's very impressive... I write things like that sometimes when I am extremly happy. I actually have to be Extremely Happy to come up with deep analytical thoughts and such.... blah blah.. noone listen to me.. lol... </span> [/quote]
heh, I have to be extremely depressed to write anything deep. But I'll take your advice and stop listening to you. or not.

Sep. 25, 2003 @ 3:46 AM
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slacker52Rank 4: Major General (920 Points) slacker52

<!--QuoteBegin-Llamadragon2.0+Sep 23 2003, 08:06 PM--></div><table border='0' align='center' width='95%' cellpadding='3' cellspacing='1'><tr><td>QUOTE (Llamadragon2.0 @ Sep 23 2003, 08:06 PM)</td></tr><tr><td id='QUOTE'><!--QuoteEBegin--> heh, I have to be extremely depressed to write anything deep. [/quote]
meh, i was EXTREMELY depressed when i wrote that, after a shitey day at work

Sep. 25, 2003 @ 5:57 AM
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XxHoundxXRank 3: Lieutenant General (1,237 Points) XxHoundxX

:blink: wow. that's some damn good writing. it's pretty true too, people today are split because of their differences, etc. job well done! :lol:


I'm seven feet tall and I kick over buildings.
Sep. 25, 2003 @ 7:26 AM
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Roneo StrifeRank 7: Major (381 Points) Roneo Strife

<!--QuoteBegin-slacker52+Sep 21 2003, 03:59 AM--></div><table border='0' align='center' width='95%' cellpadding='3' cellspacing='1'><tr><td>QUOTE (slacker52 @ Sep 21 2003, 03:59 AM)</td></tr><tr><td id='QUOTE'><!--QuoteEBegin--> THE DAYS OF YOUTH HAVE COME TO AN END [/quote]
This post is deticated to my mother...


I think of that everyday.
I remeber my times as a child and there isn't a day goes by that I wish I could do it over again and not change anything.
I give that one to my mother.
Had it not been for her, I would have nothing.
And there isn't a day goes by that I don't get on my knees and thank God for giving me her.
I'm not really a relgious person so that means alot.
Wake up and be gone to college by the time I would wake up.
Then as soon as she get off from school, she would immedately go to work the graveyard shift. She would sleep for about 2 hours and do it all over again and she did this for about 1 year straight.
At this time I was 9.
I was SO fucking oblevious to her life style because I was into my own little childhood.
I never realised that we were so poor that I could have cereal with no milk.
She beats herself down for that but I look at it as she did such a good job taking care of me that I never noticed.
I hear of all these people who hate or never knew their mother and I think, I wish I could have shared mine with them, because if they did, then they might not be so pissed with the world as what they are.
Don't get the wrong idea, she was a firm beleiver in disapline so I was never a spoiled little brat who walked all over a person.
She is the best friend I will ever have.
She, to this day, will give and give to me even after telling her that it's not nessessary.
I will never have as much respect for anyone as what I feel for her.
Without my mother, I would have never had the most wonderful childhood as what I did.

Sep. 25, 2003 @ 4:47 PM
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PinkElafants1669Rank 6: Lieutenant Colonel (556 Points) PinkElafants1669

<span style='color:purple'>...Wow... That's incrediably beautiful Roneo. Yeah, I don't live with my mother.. and the last time I saw her was when I was about 9. I really wish I could've had that kind of female influence. Don't get me wrong, I love my mother to death... it's just... difficult times. But that was beautiful none the less... You should enter that into a contest man seriously. </span>

Sep. 26, 2003 @ 6:33 AM
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slacker52Rank 4: Major General (920 Points) slacker52

roneo, im speachless..........................................

Sep. 26, 2003 @ 6:54 AM
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Roneo StrifeRank 7: Major (381 Points) Roneo Strife

Ummm...ok?

Sep. 26, 2003 @ 8:23 AM
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UntrueDeathRank 5: Brigadier General (746 Points) UntrueDeath

Alright, WHO been tampering with the water supply? christ it like everyone on the board is growing up or something. DAMNIT, the internet suppose to be the safe place where yah can be immature, and shit.
just bugging :D

Roneo, that read like something an old friend of my sent in for an contest to win a ring for her grandmother. nicely done.

Sep. 27, 2003 @ 4:04 AM
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slacker52Rank 4: Major General (920 Points) slacker52

<!--QuoteBegin-Roneo Strife+Sep 26 2003, 01:54 AM--></div><table border='0' align='center' width='95%' cellpadding='3' cellspacing='1'><tr><td>QUOTE (Roneo Strife @ Sep 26 2003, 01:54 AM)</td></tr><tr><td id='QUOTE'><!--QuoteEBegin--> Ummm...ok? [/quote]
i meen it was pretty damm good

Sep. 27, 2003 @ 6:37 AM
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cj2112Rank 8: Captain (96 Points) cj2112

Thanks for posting that Roneo, it was something i needed to read. Some of you know that I'm a full time single parent of a 10 y.o. girl and 7 y.o. boy. What most of you don't know is that the kids mother has made no effort to contact them in almost 3 years, and has not had any real relationship w/ them since the day her and I split-up (6 years ago), financially, emotionally or otherwise. Reading stuff like what Roneo just wrote makes the struggles I go through worth it. I have sacrificed tremendously for my kids, and done so willingly, w/o resentment. I would do it again in a heart beat, however, there are days that I wonder if they get it. If they understand just how deeply I love them, and how important they are to me. Then I read stuff like Roneos post and know that they do. Thanks again, it's been a rough couple weeks and you have reminded me of what is really important.

Sep. 29, 2003 @ 7:15 AM
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Roneo StrifeRank 7: Major (381 Points) Roneo Strife

Keep it up and they eventually will.
Waht I lacked to post in my...post is that my dad didn't doop me but he wasn't really...in an emotional position to support me.
He is a manic depressent.
Which is a really sad thing to watch.
So I call him whenever I can so we know that we are still breathing.
I feel for you though dude.
I can't give you any real advise but I can tell you that it is a good idea to spend any time available with them and make them feel like they are somebody and will become something.
My bitch aunt is throwing my cousin (who out of four kids, is the only one making good grades) out when she graduates HS but will let her oldest X-con of a bitch son live in her house untill he was fucking 20.
I am the only one in the family that tells her that she can become a movie star because that is her dream.
My mother wants good things for her as well but honestlly, she doesn't think she will.
I hope she does so she can tell her leaching mother to kiss her ass when she gets rich.
Her mother is soooo fucking spoiled that it pisses my mom off every time she think about my aunt.
That's another reason why we were so poor because my grandma had her nose so far up my aunts ass that every time she asked her for even alittle money, she would ALWAYS say no...the "baby" needs the money.
It's always been that way in the family.
The ones that will become something, will not receive any support from the rest of the bastards.
So basiclly, if you aren't going to be a honry government crazy check moocher than you aren't shit.
It's my life to know of things such as that.
The good are left for the cold and the "leaches" are welcomed with open arms.
Say...of all of you that are still awake for that last part, when you figure it out...let me know where the logic is for that.

Sep. 29, 2003 @ 7:26 AM
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cj2112Rank 8: Captain (96 Points) cj2112

I know what ya mean about your dad, my ex-wife has maic depression, it's truly a tragic condition. Understanding it doesn't make it any better or the pain any less, but nevertheless, I am a better person because of it.

Sep. 29, 2003 @ 6:14 PM
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Roneo StrifeRank 7: Major (381 Points) Roneo Strife

everything is good now cuz im in the job corps...
PSSSHYA RIGHT!

Oct. 03, 2003 @ 4:49 AM
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slacker52Rank 4: Major General (920 Points) slacker52

roneo, that av looks rule breaking, but dont get me wrong, i like boobies too :D

Oct. 03, 2003 @ 5:43 AM
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sttikjtRank 3: Lieutenant General (1,334 Points) sttikjt

I do believe that is rule breakish

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